Test Everything

In 1 Thessalonians 5, Paul gives a list of final instructions for the Thessalonians before he leaves. One of the most noteworthy instructions was when he said "test everything."

There was a time in my life not too long ago when I didn't really care about reasons behind what I thought was right. I had beliefs that I stood behind but I realized that if someone asked my why I believed them, I would have an embarrassingly weak response. 

The more you test beliefs, ideas, and people, the more opinionated you become. You begin to stand stronger in your beliefs or even change them, because you've begun to prove them. This also heightens discernment & your ability to call people's bluffs. You become smarter. You can tell the differences in beliefs between different people & you begin to understand their mind. When you understand someone's mind, you have infinitely more leverage in their life. 

God also uses you more. You've become more faithful in actively testify the truths that He taught you. 

Test the things you know for sure as well as the things you don't know. Test everything. 

focus

-this one is for the christians-

One of the most fundamental things to understand about being a christian is that none of it will make sense to you until you see it at the end. If you call yourself a christian, it means that you have devoted your life to serving God, no matter how crazy or weird or random or scary His will may seem.

Have you ever been used by God? It's pretty fulfilling when you see the outcome isn't it? If you don't know what I'm talking about, good, because neither do I. The truth is, we almost NEVER see the outcome. It's not our outcome to see. It's not our plan.
For instance. Let's say you have a friend at school or work or whatever that needs to hear Truth. You feel God telling you to go say something to them, anything positive at all, and you start to get nervous and self conscious. You suck it up though, & swallow your pride. You go over there, say what you need to say, and they shut you down. They totally shove it aside or laugh in your face. Then you get really discouraged and you wonder why you even did that in the first place. What a waste of time, that was all for nothing.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

ok, first of all, here's a list of things you did that were wrong:
1. you got nervous. This may seem horrible of me to say, but seriously, since when are we trying to please people of this earth?! You shouldn't be worried about what they're going to think of you, ultimately you should be excited that the God of the UNIVERSE CHOSE YOU. He chose YOU over everyone else on the planet to talk to that individual and you're sitting here worried about what they're going to think of you? seriously.
2. you got hurt & now it's going to be awkward around him/her. ok so.... all the sudden this whole thing was your idea? Their future is in your hands now & you screwed it up? no! Be sad they shut down GOD, their savior, the author & perfecter of their faith, not you!

You're on God's team now & that interaction was anything but a waste of time. Theres a plan for that person & you didn't write it and you don't have access to it. So stop trying to give your input. So they shut you down. You can be sad for them for missing that opportunity to change their life around but you did what you were told to do & unless otherwise directed, it's no longer your responsibility. You're not the savior. You just catch the fish.

The sad part is, our sinful nature is always looking for praise. Personally I always want my friends to tell me what a great job I'm doing. It's so bad!
As christians we are DEFINED in God. This means His approval is the only thing that's important, we can find all satisfaction in Him.

Resistance

What's the one thing you're not willing to give up? The one thing you know you'd be lost without? The thing you'd be terrified to lose.

If you call yourself a follower of Christ, remaining in your comfort zone eventually becomes sinful. If God is stirring in your heart, don't resist. 

If God is putting you in a season of winter in your life, a season of death or rebuilding, don't run to Florida! Running back to your comfort zone may not be as demanding or difficult, but it also will never get you anywhere. You will never grow. You'll still go to heaven, you'll still live a fine life, but you will never fulfill your purpose, never be blessed beyond belief, never serve your Lord. 

It's ok to lean in to God, you won't be deserted like you are with the people on Earth. The more we lean on God, the clearer His words are. The more purpose we find in ourselves. The more work we get done for the kingdom of God. 

For me, purpose defines life. What's the point of being here if it's not to do something? I believe my full potential is there for me to live out, but I have to get up & figure it out first.

God's love is the strongest, purest, most convicting thing I have ever and will ever experience. 

Where am I?

They tell me to live in the present, which I always thought I was doing.

I definitely don't live in the future, I'm honestly a little scared about it. My mentality is more "I think I was happy yesterday, so let's do that again."

How dangerous.

How long has this been going on? a year? two? my whole life?

I would rather be a continuously changing follower of Christ than to be stuck in yesterday. I would rather have people not recognize me as the person they knew yesterday because of how much I have improved mentally, emotionally, spiritually.

Being in college, I have first-hand experience of "staying afloat." I've been so incredibly busy that I have no time to sit down and remember who I was, who I am, & who I want to be. It's October. It was just October. Where have I been? College has whisked me away into a land of stress, competition, and deadlines. Do I actually want to compete with these people? Are they worth it? Am I?

I know the basics of what I want & what I've been called to do. It's actually getting there that's the hard part, & not falling into a comfort zone along the way.

Stop surviving & start LIVING.

Imitation

What do we imitate?
Things that inspire us?
People we love?
Things that make us laugh?
Authorities?

Do you think it's possible to consciously choose who exactly you want to be, or are we constantly influenced by our surroundings?

I have cases for both.
When you have no goal, you aren't aware of the things around you that are changing your future.
When you have a goal, you notice every single detail that could potentially derail you, and a determined person purposely avoids those things.

Generally people imitate for acceptance. Why? Why do we need other humans to approve of us? Why do we need assurance, respect, and a pat on the back from them? How does this lead to freedom? If anything, I think this pushes us away from freedom.

I've been walking my entire life living for the acceptance of other people.
Dressing for compliments, working hard for a pat on the back.
Why isn't it enough? I'm chasing something that's always going to be out of reach. Even the people with everything can't figure it out.

I want to be an imitator of God and nothing else. Because when I imitate God, I'm not doing it for credit. I'm doing it for a purpose. My purpose.

Welcome to Someday

Recently I've become a slightly different version of myself.

It's like someone flipped a switch in my life & I am suddenly extremely opinionated in my beliefs. My discernment is hypersensitive and I have the courage to call bullshit on most of the things that come out of people's mouths.

I'm not afraid anymore.

I'm not afraid of the things people are thinking about me.
This sounds cliche.

I'm not afraid of what God has planned for me... in fact I want it right now. I would drop everything I have right now if I knew God was telling me to. In fact I think He might be.

It all comes down to one thing, really.

I wasn't willing to give up everything I had before.
Faith is about risks. "Average" people are only average because the amount of amazing things they've done is equivalent to the amount of lackluster things. If you want to achieve your dreams or your purpose, if you want your dream house, dream job, or dream life, you have to be willing to go get it. Most of the time that means giving up your current job. Your current friends. Your comfortable life.

I honestly feel sad when I see someone with such great potential stuck in their mediocre job.
It's great to be thankful for the things you have.
It's great to stop and remember that your life is not the worst one out there.
But these things should not, and hopefully WILL NOT stop you from fulfilling your life.

What in the WORLD could be more important than doing what you were created to do?