afraid

Why is everyone so afraid of the future? Don't you want to see results? Don't you want to be happy?
It's sad to me to watch people freak themselves out about what could happen. That's just it though, it could. It's imaginable, so therefore possible, therefore probable (in your mind). Even if something eternally scarring was "probable," even if it was likely, don't we all desire deep down to prove the world wrong? Don't you want to look back on your life and evaluate all the chances you took, the risks, and be so thankful for how it all turned out? So satisfied that you tried everything you could?

I do.

So go talk to that girl.
Quit your horrible job & find a better one.
Get out of your misery and start making an effort, because happiness sure as hell isn't going to pursue you.